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Sonntag, 21. Oktober 2007

An excellent and nice story

I had to read this book for school and at first I thought it would be another boring book which I wouldn’t read completely. When I bought the novel and read the text on the back of the book , I asked myself what could be interesting looking at the lives and relationships of three teenagers in the USA. I tried to find an answer by reading the novel and I got it. After the first pages I couldn’t stop reading, sure I made breaks but I was caught by it for a few days ‘till I finished it. I’ve read it as if it was a book I’ve bought for myself and not for school. But why was I so interested in reading it? I think the answer is very easy: I am very impressed by Ms. Hewett’s writing ability and I just wanted to know hoe the story goes on. Besides ‘Coming Of Age’ let me know, that you can also read interesting books at school ;-) , because the action fits to the modern youth society.
The book is wonderful, realistic portrayal for example of a young woman who gets to find out who she is, while managing to fall in love at the same time. This story is touching, funny, realistic and a page turner about an African - American woman in her last year of high school. I’ll never forget the complex characters, the vivid location or the unforgetable plot. I didn’t miss anything.
The author deals with different things in this book: On the one hand there are conflicts between the protagonists and on the other hand you learn something about people who are in a special social level ( for example drug dealer). So the reader gets aware of some problems in America and the whole world which should be solved quickly in a particial way. In addition to this , the book is about youth and deals with their daily problems. It is about the development of becoming an adult, which makes the readers think about their lives and getting another view of life.
There are different characters, which are described in their own, different and alternating views. This makes reading funny, but you can also see differences between people themselves and how they think about each other.
Si it is a nice novel and I think such types of books should be read more often in school because it dealswith the daily and social problems of black people ( and we didn’t know as much as we should about their problems) and makes the reader think about what life is really like.

Mittwoch, 3. Oktober 2007

Questions to the author:
  1. You've written this story as you've been at our age. Do you think today, there is still a similar problem at school as far as the skin colour of students is concerned?
  2. Do you think that there is a real chance for Erika to become a better person or do you think that she would relapse? And why do you think so?
Erika's future:
  • She cares about Kelly who is her only friend.
  • Kelly and Erika leave Denver together.
  • She is looking for a good job in New York and she is hard working.
  • Erika doesn't care about AJ as much as before but for a while she doesn't want any other boyfriend.
  • Some time later Kelly and Erika find new boyfriends and then they are married.
  • Erika has the chance to become a famous singer because New York is a good place for this business.
  • Erika is pregnant too, so she has her own, little familiy.
10 years after graduating:
Ruthie
After a couple of years, we all met again on the reunion party. It was very nice to see them all again and I was so excited. The first person I met was Andrea. As I could see she was pregnant again. We put our arms around each other, sitting down on the chairs to have a talk. Andrea smiled and asked me a lot of things what I expected her to do.
"What are you doing?"
I laught " I guess it is too much to tell you in just one night."
I saw that Andrea was excited so she began to talk about herself.
"Ruthie, look at me, do you really think that I'm going to move? I am pregnant, I can't move, so tell me everything. Where is your husband? Did you leave him at home?"
I grinned and said "AJ is still at home because he has to care about our children but then he will be here."
Andrea's eyes widened. "Well we both got lovely ones, you know Christian is my husband, I think he is getting a drink. So tell me what happend to your life."
I nodded. "After finishing my studies in Stanford, I grounded a lawyer's office with some friends of mine. Besides I grounded a helporganisation for black-skinned students." A lot of thoughts came to my mind...it sounds like the good old Ruthie, doesn't? But at the moment it is very important to push my career forward.
Then I heard Andrea saying "Ruthie, what's going on?"
I incoherent began to talk " AJ broke up with his career as a footballstar. He understands my wishes so he stays at home to take care of our children. Sorely he has no other opportunity."
Andrea got shocked, I can see that. But I am used to see this reaction, it's on every face I look into, when I tell this story.
I heard Andrea's voice again she sounded breathless.
"Why? What happened to him? It was his passion!"
I tried to explain it to my friend. "Well, he was injured when he played on one of his most important positions in game. He was near to a laming.
Andrea's voice sounded sad "Oh my god, what for bad news. What is he doing now?"
I added "He does well, no consequences, but since this day, he is only interested in our family. He wants to care about us as long as he is able to."
Andrea nodded and looked for Christian. He was at the bar to get a drink.
Suddenly she graps ma arm. "Look", she said.
My head flips around.
A shiver rund through my veins. I knew which person I had to look at. Erika. She stood at the entry, beautiful as always. What would she do? How would she react? Although we had no fight as our lives seperated, I didn't know how to behave. In addition to this I was wondering because there seemed to be her new boyfriend and probably her son.
Andrea turned to me "Ruthie, do you see them? It's Erika and her litte family. I heard she'd worked as a secretary in New York with Kelly. Then both found a new boyfriend and married."
I was surprised because of this news so I didn't know what to say.
Andrea looked at me. "Ruthie, you are staring in space..."
I nodded and answered "Well, I think it's good for Erika, maybe she doesn't think of AJ anymore."
Andrea stood up and told me " That might be right. Besides she got the chance to become a famous singer. I think someone said something about a musical,...but that's not so important."
I nodded again and stood up and observed the entry. Then I saw that Erika came over. Her black dress was good-looking when she moved and everybody could see that it had been expensive.
"Hello Ruthie. Hello Andrea." Erika was standing in front of us and Andrea looked at me in surprise.
I didn't like the silence so I began to talk "Hey Erika, how do you do?"
"Oh everything does well. I'm living in New York City with my family, ya' know? What's about you? How does AJ?"
My stomack got sick.
"Oh, ehm...you know that we are married?"
"Of course, I read it in the news. The famous footballplayer and his intelligent youth-love. How could I overread THAT headline? Congratulations."
I was confused. Was it ironic or did she become a better person? I had to notice that it had been a wrong guess. But I gave her a chance.
"Thanks. I also heard of you. You are famous as a musicalstar, aren't you?"
"Oh, I'm not a star but I can survive with the money I earn."
"I think that you do a great job. You always sang like an angel. I thought this from the first moment. I heard you in church, as..."
"STOP. Don't act like we are friends."
I was shocked, I didn't expected her to say something like that. I was speachless, so I didn't say anything. How could I be so stupid? It was clear that she still hates me. I looked at the floor. Erika still got the power to get me down.
I was about to say something, when I saw AJ. I took my hands on my face. What a situation, I had to find myself again. Calm down Ruthie.
I felt arms around me. AJ came over to lay his arms around me, helding me close.
"Hey Darling!"
He looked into my eyes, took a deep breath and turned to Erika.
"Good evening. How areyou?"
I could see how Erika fighted for her mask to keep it standing.
"Good." was the only thing she said and it sounded cold. She shouted self-conscious over the music "Wish you a nice evening, maybe we'll see us later."
She was near to a run out of th room. She hurried to get out of our nearness.
Then AJ took me by the arm and kissed me. He told me that the kids are right and then we talked with every person we met, especially with Christian and Andrea. But I didn't see Erika anymore. So it was a great party and I think there would be some more like this one.

Dienstag, 25. September 2007

It's Ruthie's first day in college. She already met some of the people she spend the next few years with. In the evening she has many things to tell her parents and her boyfriend. Whom she call first? What will they talk about? Please act out this dialogue.

Ruthie: Hello, it's me.
AJ: Oh hi, how are you?
R: Thanks, I'm fine. It has been my first day in college and I've met some nice students.
AJ: So, what has happened exactly?
R: I've talked to Maria and Sandra. They study law too, they are also good students.
AJ: I hope there isn't any other handsome boy....
R: Of course, there isn't, but what about the girls and your college?
AJ: I'm only interested in football and as you know, I'm not so interested in school or something like that. My profs really like football but what about yours?
R: I've to learn a lot and they are very strict but they are helpful. I'm sorry but now I've to go to the library.
AJ: Ok...have fun...I love you!
R: Thanks, I love you too.

Sonntag, 2. September 2007

Analyze the development of Ruthie’s and AJ’s relationship ( part 1 + 2 )


The novel describes the life of the three main characters AJ, Ruthie and Erika and it also explains the development of Ruthie’s and AJ’s relationship. AJ is the most famous black – skinned football player at Centennial High. Erika is light – skinned and at the beginning of the book she is his girlfriend. Bur they don’t really love each other – it’s rather a sexual relationship. In the course of the story, Aj gets to know his black – skinned chemistry – lab partner Ruthie, who is his brother’s tutor later on. But there isn’t a real relationship, so AJ calls her “Ruthie somebody” and he says she is proper and hurts his pride. After an accident during a chemistry experiment, Ruthie has to be taken home by AJ. So this is their first awareness of each other. Later on, Erika wants to make AJ jealous because of his contact with Ruthie. Ruthie talks about it with AJ and she considers Erika’s reaction as childish. Then Ruthie and AJ continue to be lab partners and Ruthie has no feelings towards AJ except of disrespect because she categorises him as a typically arrogant, good – looking football player. AJ’s feelings towards are also of low regard, because she is “some smart black chick” who makes him feel uncomfortable because she looks him straight in the eyes and because of the way she speaks and dresses. In addition to this, he asks her how it is like when she falls in love with a boy. She answers that she has never had any boyfriends. But nevertheless she has a special imagination about true and deep love. Then. Ruthie becomes involved in helping AJ’s little brother with his school work, which, AJ takes as an action against him. So it’s a period of conflicts because AJ hates her and critizes her all the time and she feels he makes life hell for her. But Ruthie gets closer to AJ’s little brother Anthony. Who tells her about his mother’s suicide. Later on. Ruthie mentions the suicide which makes him run out of their chemistry class without a pass and it comes to a big confrontation with the school watching ( teachers, principal). But Ruthie takes the blame and both of them are going to talk in the café. She wants him to talk about his mother but AJ guards his privacy and starts trusting her and finally talks about his worries while Ruthie holds his hand. In contrast to this, he has never talked about his mother with Erika. However, Ruthie is able to show AJ that she only wants the best for Anthony. She doesn’t look at his success and his looks like Erika, Ruthie wants to get to know him and tries to help him with the problems he has. AJ recognizes that Ruthie is really interested in his life but he is also worried about her.
So these racial problems at Centennial High are the reasons why the three main characters change and develop and the development of Ruthie’s and AJ’s relationship is a big part of some problems.

Dienstag, 28. August 2007

main characters
RUTHIE:

1. Ruthie comes from an intact family of the middle-class. Her father works as an engineer and her mother is a secretary and both of them are very caring. Ruthie, her parents and her brother are black, but they have lived in a suburb, where mostly whites live. Therefore the parents want more black influence for their children, so that they've moved to Northridge, where black urban professionals live. But the family is not accepted, so that Ruthie dislikes going to the American Methodist church, although the parents are very involved - they teach Sunday School - and seem to attach great importance to that.
2. Ruthie is very ambitious at school, because she wants to graduate and go to Harvard. Due to her achievements at school and her engagement she is very popular with the teachers and especially with the principal Mr. Ferris, for whom she is a role model for black pupils. Furthermore she is student body vice president and also tries to care for pupils who aren't good at school, she helps AJ with his chemistry homework and teaches his little brother Anthony reading (tutoring). Besides she dresses like a business-woman and acts like a white woman. She is emotional, sensitive, friendly and helpful, but confused about her black identity. She doesn’t fight with her fists but with words. Ruthie cares about others, Erika doesn’t; Ruthie wants to discuss problems, Erika wants to fight. Erika is more white and acts black, Ruthie is black and acts as if she is white. AJ loves Ruthie for whom she is, but he cannot do the same with Erika , because she is nothing more than a good-looking girl. Ruthie loves her family and gets along with them. Erika gets a lot of attention while Ruthie is more calm and shy. But Ruthie is brave and Erica isn’t, which you can see when it comes to their big fight.
3. Ruthie is friends with two white pupils, Andrea and Christian, which is the reason why black pupils don't like her.


AJ:

AJ comes from a broken family. His mother is dead because of suicide and his dad doesn't take care of his sons but he pays the bills. So AJ cares about Anthony because his older brother Franco is a drug dealer. This situation is very hard for AJ because on the one hand it is difficult for him to accept that his mother committed suicide and on the other hand his father doesn't support him. Besides AJ is a black, good-looking and athletic boy. He is a talented football-player and thinks that he will become a professional football-player ( He is an “emotional fighter” .) He is not interested in anything except sports, party, alcohol, girls and his friends which are his only hobbies. He never shows his emotions in presence of other people, although he is an emotional and sensitive boy actually. When AJ gets to know Ruthie his metamorphosis starts, he grows up and becomes a totally different person. He realizes that there are more important things than sports, parties or alcohol; instead of that he discovers the meaning of confidence, affection and deep love :D . In addition to this, he wants to be free and he wants Anthony to have a better life than he has. He doesn't care about his grades at school ( he doesn´t go there every day), either, because he is a football star and so he receives a scholarship no matter if he is good at school or not.
AJ uses, like most of the blacks, "Black English", but not as many slang words as Erika. ( I think so ;O) )


The Love from AJ to Ruthie:

I think that AJ falls in love with Ruthie because she shows real interest to him. She doesn't only look at his success, she really wants to get to know him and tries to help him with the problems he has, for example the death of his mother and finding a place to live for his little brother Anthony. At the beginning of the book, he thinks that Ruthie is boring because she studies a lot and he really doesn’t like the way she talks and acts. AJ also hates that Ruthie looks him straight in the eyes, which makes him feel uncomfortable. Soon he finds out that she is a very kind and clever girl. AJ recognizes that Ruthie is really interested in his life. At first he hates it but later, when they come closer, his opinion changes. He notices that Ruthie can be a real help for him and he thinks that he would never be good enough for her. AJ loves Ruthie seriously for what she did for him.

Erika:

At the beginning of the book, Erika loves to fight with black girls of her school and she is a real egoist. Erika doesn't care about her grades at school and she often becomes very jealous. She is the child of a black father (he lives in Phoenix) and a white mother (->her parents are divorced, that’s why Erika’s mother drinks a lot of alcohol and has many boyfriends), so that all her enemies call her "half-breed", which causes her some identity problems. She acts and talks more like a black girl and she has a temper. Erika can sing very well and tries hard to be successful in the choir she is in. She has a boyfriend, who is named AJ, and she is very proud of him.In the end, she learns from her mistakes and becomes a better person.
Erika's language is very special^^. She speaks "Black English", although she has got a white mother. I think that shows that Erika has an identification problem. Because she is light-skinned, she doesn't know where she belongs to: she is too black for the whites and too white for the blacks. God is the only whom she trusts because he is colour-blind .

Freitag, 17. August 2007

summary
The book coming of age is about 3 teenagers in Denver, America who are going through their last year of high school. It explains the prejudices and attitudes of society. Specifically of how Ruthie, AJ and Erika deal with their lives and come of age ;) .

Ruthie is a black girl who has grown up in a middle class white area, so she is not a typical ‘black’ girl. She feels shunned by other black students and is friends with white students because she finds more comfort and acceptance with them. During her chemistry class she gets to know AJ Johnson, the school’s football star. After an accident during a chemistry experiment. Ruthie has to be taken home by AJ. ( The accident happens because AJ hasn’t been concentrated. )At school, AJ meets his jealous girlfriend Erika who gets on his nerves. She tells him that her friends have seen him with another girl (Ruthie). AJ says that they are right and he explains the whole situation to her. But Erika doesn’t really believe him. She decides to observe them. Erika is a girl whose mother is white and whose father is black and she has never felt like having a place in life because she is mixed. She often fights with the ‘black’ girls of her school who make comments about her being a ‘half breed’. She also fights with her mother who hates black men like Erika’s dad. ( Erika’s parents are divorced. ) In addition to this, you can say she is the leader of her group which consists of other mixed girls and some white girls. After two days Ruthie is healthy again and gets to know that Erika is jealous of her because of the contact with AJ. Ruthie talks about it with AJ and her friends. And she considers Erika’s reaction as childish. Then Ruthie and AJ continue to be lab partners and Ruthie has no feelings towards AJ except for disrespect because she categorises him as a typically arrogant, good-looking football player. AJ’s feelings towards Ruthie are also of low regard, because she is ‘some smart black chick’ who makes him feel uncomfortable because of the way she speaks, she dresses and because she has really good marks. In contrast to this, AJ comes from a lower class area where he lives with a father who is only there to keep a roof over their heads but nothing else ( His mother is dead because of suicide. ), an older brother ( Franco) who is in a gang and also deals drug and a much smaller brother ( Anthony) AJ is trying to protect so he wouldn’t become a dealer or get in trouble with the law like the eldest brother. One day AJ is on a party where he also meets Erika. She wants to make him jealous because of his contact with Ruthie. Therefore Erika flirts with a boy from a gang. As a result he does the same with a girl named Trina. Later on, Erika is in the church because she is a member of the choir. She is very excited because she hopes AJ’s coming to the church and she has to sing a solo. Erika is feeling really good while singing but she is also angry because AJ didn’t show up.In addition to this, Ruthie goes to the church with her family but she doesn’t look interested. When Erika sees Ruthie with the whole family, she gets jealous as she hasn’t got such a perfect family. But Erika finds her own solution because she thinks that God doesn't care about the colour of a person. ( Her mom judges people by the colour of their skin.) On the next day, Erika’d like to know if AJ actually loves her. For a long silent moment, he doesn’t really know what to answer because he hasn’t expected Erika asking him something like that. She asks him the question because in her opinion he flirts with other girls. AJ is helpless so he asks her if she actually loves him. Erika lovely says 'yes' but instead of answering ‘yes’ as well, he kisses her. Besides, it has nothing to do with AJ himself when Ruthie helps him with his chemistry homework because he has missed a lot. In addition to this, he asks her how it is like when she falls in love with a boy. She answers that she has never had any boyfriends. But nevertheless, she has a special imagination about true and deep love. She describes it as a pretty, wonderful and perfect feeling every time you think about the person you love. Some days later, everybody, especially people from the newspapers and from the TV would like to know where the famous football players, AJ and his friends, want to go to college. But at this time, AJ has no idea. During a chemistry lesson he asks Ruthie where he should sign in. But she answers that it isn’t ok that all colleges in America want to have great football players and not hard - working and good students. Then, Ruthie becomes involved in helping AJ’s little brother with his school work ( tutoring), which AJ has taken as an action against him. However, Ruthie is able to show AJ that she only wants the best for Anthony. She also brought Anthony over, welcoming both of them to her home. After this, AJ and Ruthie start having very different feelings about each other and AJ breaks up with Erika to start going out with Ruthie. Erika and her friends are furious at what AJ has done, and swear they would get Ruthie and threaten her, planning to beat her up. Later on, when confronted, Ruthie manages to make it a one - on - one battle against Erika and finally wins verbally, as Erika runs off in shame. After this, Erika’s self is confused and destroyed and she starts seeing things about herself she has never seen before. She goes through a process of events which makes her realize what type of life she wants and that she can have it. While AJ is together with Ruthie, he starts to see what is going on around him. He understands what he must do for himself and his brother to ensure a good future, also learning about himself and how to trust and love another people on an intimate level. Ruthie also learns much about herself. She has always known that not all the black people are friendly, nice and wonderful, but she finds out that not everyone is against her as she has once believed. She learns that everyone has his own prejudices and faults but that this is normal. Finally she is prepared for college AND life ahead but realizes that she still has things to experience to help her with what she may have to deal with next.

Mittwoch, 1. August 2007


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